More of my "story" with Special Verses and Prayers, summer and fall

More of my "story" with Special Verses and Prayers, summer and fall
1998

Psalm 103:8

THE LORD IS MERCIFUL AND GRACIOUS, SLOW TO ANGER, AND PLENTEOUS IN
MERCY.

Lord, thank-You for Your MERCY! Thank-You for the peace and quiet. Thank-You for my dear, sweet mother and her willingness to take the little children home with her for awhile! Thank-You for the wonderful sermons I've been listening to.

Isaiah 26:9

WITH MY SOUL HAVE I DESIRED THEE IN THE NIGHT; YEA, WITH MY SPIRIT WITHIN ME WILL I SEEK THEE EARLY; FOR WHEN THEY JUDGMENTS (CHASTISEMENTS ) ARE IN THE EARTH, THE INHABITANTS OF THE WORLD WILL LEARN RIGHTEOUSNESS.

You have taught me much through all of this, Lord. Truly, when I am HALF-DEAD, normal things just don't matter anymore. It is much easier to lie here and let my husband make the decisions. Surely this is where You want my HEART to stay forever...in SURRENDER. Give grace,Lord!

Psalm 90:12

SO TEACH US TO NUMBER OUR DAYS, THAT WE MAY APPLY OUR HEARTS UNTO WIDSOM.

Oh, Lord, what REALLY is important? If I only have a few days or years left, I want to spend it WITH YOU in Bible meditation and prayer and in ministry to my family and others. My little children NEED me, Lord! May I spend QUALITY TIME with them each day- reading
to them, singing to them, talking to them about You...LOVING THEM! These things are most important.

Psalm 57:1

BE MERCIFUL UNTO ME, O GOD, BE MERCIFUL UNTO ME: FOR MY SOUL TRUSTETH
IN THEE: YEA, IN THE SHADOW OF THY WINGS WILL I MAKE MY REFUGE, UNTIL
THESE CALAMITIES BE OVERPAST.

Lord, You know I've prayed this prayer many times every day now for weeks! Remember thy WORD unto thy servant, upon which thou hast caused me to HOPE!" (Ps. 119:49) Many PROMISES You have given me, Lord! I am HOPING in Your WORD!

Sept. 15-17,1998

Psalm 100

MAKE A JOYFUL NOISE UNTO THE LORD, ALL YE LANDS.

Sing, sing, all ye sisters, for the Lord is good! He is MERCIFUL! He has shown His great MERCY to me! At least for now...Hallelujah! The affliction is finally GONE now after 3 months... with the cream and teas.


Lamentations 3:22-23

IT IS OF THE LORD'S MERCIES THAT WE ARE NOT CONSUMED, BECAUSE HIS COMPASSIONS FAIL NOT. THEY ARE NEW EVERY MORNING; GREAT IS THY FAITHFULNESS.

Thank-You for Your mercy to me. Thank-You that I am still alive! Thank-You, Lord, that the physical trials I am going through are working in me a thankfulness that I have never had before. Even though I awake many times at night, I am SO THANKFUL when I can go back to sleep! I am SO THANKFUL for the mornings when I can say, "Thank-You, Lord, for allowing me to sleep most of the night!" It is such a wonderful blessing to be able to sleep! Thank-You so much for REST!



Oct.and Nov.Prayers after visiting the Environmental Health Center

Lord, I AM very allergic to this tea that I've been drinking. What will I do? They say I should stop it, and they say I will feel worse before I am better. You know this "food testing" is causing reactions. Also, in taking the supplements and things the doctor has prescribed and trying to slowly add oil back into my very basic diet of only meast and green vegetables and cauliflower, it has caused weakness and HUNGER. I'm trying to add things back very slowly, but even 1/2 t. oil causes this reaction. I feel hungry, only to eat and feel even HUNGRIER! Please help me, O Lord!

Blood work shows that I am POISONED! How did I get high levels of copper and arsenic? And the doctor seems very concerned about my high levels of MERCURY! The reading runs off of the page at 99th percentile+! I'm TOXIC! O Lord, where did I get this horrible mercury? Was it the fish I've been eating?...

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Thank-You, Lord, for the compounding pharmacy! This pharmacy is Your gift from heaven to me, and tears flow from my eyes! Oh thank- You, Lord! They have been able to make up some high-strength Progesterone Gel that has NO CHEMICALS in it so I don't have to drink the tea anymore. Thank-You, thank-You, thank-You, Lord!